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on Nokia N9

2012-01-04T12:12:00.004+08:00

It seems no one has mentioned this b4 on Nokia N9, that its beautifully crafted curved gorilla corning glass is actually not one WHOLE piece, but made up of FOUR pieces, across all models released in China, Singapore and Finland (N9 is only manufactured in Finland, China, and nowhere else according to the news).

From all the demo videos online, it is almost impossible to figure this out, but when I had hands on a demo set in a Nokia shop in Shanghai, and playing round with my own set bought in Singapore, and got it under sunlight, the glass reflection clearly shows one horizontal and one vertical straight joining edge within the glass.

Then I went on to watch various product review videos carefully and finally was able to notice the same issue for the Finnish model as well from an Engadget N9 product review video on a Finnish set.

The Made-in-China model screen has a four equal divisions within the screen, while the Made-in-Finland set screen has somewhat a bigger half on the left with equally partitioned upper and lower areas.

Why no one else voices this out yet? or no one else actually notices this? hmmm

:s

2011-09-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

没做什么事，却感觉累得要死，连说话都语无伦次。。。。非常讨厌自己这个样子！真的好担心语无伦次中有没有伤到我心中的她？

=）

2011-08-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

想把它放在我们的心里，所以就不放在这里了。

Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics

2011-08-01T15:23:00.003+08:00

Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
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Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics
Embedded sys, comp arch, SOM, signal, haptics

我真的觉得自己疯了。但是回头看看，以前的我，亦不是在最不起眼的角落一点点疯出来。规规矩矩和疯狂其实永远都是形影不离的好朋友。好吧，我想拼4个月，然后不管什么fyp，就要随便找个海岸边去度个假！

压力

2011-07-29T11:47:00.004+08:00

fyp题目出来了。系统说我“You have been assigned a project of your choice as indicated in your choice form.” 可是我真的不记得有选过那个题目了。看到指导老师的名字才依稀记得那应该是我的第一或者第二个选择吧。。这就是fyp胡乱选一通的结果。。再加上design project module，可以预见到这个学期会是一块很硬很硬的硬骨头，没有上个学期那么轻松了。

希望年底可以有时间回家阿，顺便去哪里玩玩。

颓废从此结束！

2011-07-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

虽然受了重重打击，虽然一次再一次的跌倒，虽然憧憬希望一次次地被无情的现实击得粉粉碎碎，

不过

我的颓废到此结束！

听歌剧威廉泰尔

2011-07-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

虽然听不懂意大利文，但是其他的音乐表达方式还是很有欣赏的价值。更重要的是，下个星期cors bidding 就要开始了，这么无忧无虑听听歌剧的日子已经不多了！

OMG

2011-07-12T21:25:00.001+08:00

好久没这么惊喜过了=D 谢谢谢谢！dziękuję!

又是一年毕业季

2011-07-10T15:23:00.002+08:00

又有一群要好的朋友们毕业了。以后可能在学校就再也见不到了，生活中可能也就分道扬镳（应该说，各奔前程），再见得到见不到都不知道了。

太多次的分道扬镳，每次都似有些不舍，但每次过一会儿再回头都是连影儿都不见了。大家都是大家人生中的匆匆过客阿。

虽然经历过了无数次大家各奔前程，可是我总是学不乖，每次都看不穿，每次都一样的怀着淡淡的伤感。好吧。

醉

2011-07-02T14:14:00.004+08:00

在年少轻狂中，我让自己醉了。但就醉了一会儿，很快又清醒了一点。还在一个晚安的祝福中睡下去了。

可是第二天醒来却怎么都醒不来。醉后带来的空洞和难受，无论怎样却挥之不去。一时的轻狂，要用多少的沉稳来弥补？一时的肆意惬意，要用多少的痛苦难过来抵消？

p.s. 陷入一些无形的痛苦难过中，什么也看不到。更悲哀的是，我问自己难过些什么，结果自己也不知道。在原因未知，却撕心裂肺地失魂落魄之时，碰到一位和蔼可亲的马来老婆婆一直看着我，等我走近时微笑了一下。一个简单却无比安慰贴心的微笑。我的心着实缩了一下。也感觉好了不少。这让我想到了妈妈的微笑，还有sue的妈妈的微笑，都感觉好贴心阿。

父亲节快乐

2011-06-19T13:59:00.002+08:00

还依稀记得，小时候我很痴迷于奥特曼和怪兽，尤其是怪兽。真的属于很痴迷的那种。电视里每次奥特曼最终打败了怪兽，这让我觉得十分的不爽。我梦想自己能导演一部连续剧，怪兽把奥特曼海扁一顿，让奥特曼知道怪兽的存在不是用来被消灭的。于是爸爸买了一个巴掌大的奥特曼，和一个足足40厘米高的怪兽。那次真的把我乐坏了。

快20年后，有一天我在新加坡时父亲说想听我拉小提琴。于是我即刻打开电脑连上语音对话拉给他听。拉完后父亲说挺满意的，说我的手指没有小时候灵活，但音色却是比小时候，比10级时好。听得出父亲挺满意的口气。这却突然让我想到了小时候的这一幕。小时候父亲会去满足我小小的，那时却比天还大的愿望；而今，我却也能够去满足父亲的些许愿望，真的打心底感到无比的开心，无比的快乐，也挺荣幸的 (:

父亲节快乐

google doodle

2011-06-10T19:03:00.008+08:00

just for fun, and d gd thing is, it's permanent (:

oops..

2011-06-09T10:45:00.002+08:00

就让我小k一会儿吧

2011-05-24T22:15:00.006+08:00

在坡上被沙漠毫无文化的空洞煎熬了许久，可是我不会被空洞化，保持一个开放自由的思想，海纳百川，去芜存良，自然冲淡lky的一板一眼傻瓜式教育。

突然回想到了从前的上海文化，就小资小k，在那一瞬间无忧无虑一下吧，就一下；

现在好希望时间过得快一点，做完要做的事。

我太浮躁了。

为了救一条小鱼，我空前地去努力，使出我所有的能力了，那毕竟也是一条生命，一切众生皆平等。可是试了几天那条鱼还是离开了这个世界。我感到了自己的渺小，自己对事物，对这个世界理解的浅薄，试图用自己渺小的心去挽回一个小生命，哪怕只是些许有用，都好阿。只能希望那条小鱼没有带着恨离开这个世界。真对不起，只是我真的尽力了。我没有做好一个养鱼者, 没有做好一个养鱼者阿 T T

有感于访问视盲协会

2011-05-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

为了做一个ee2001的project，我们小组到新加坡视障协会去获得有关盲文和盲人使用盲文情况的第一手资料。

资料收集算是顺利，没有想到他们是如此的热情，最后他们还送给我们一张特别的用来打盲文点点的盲文纸，上面印着一两句话作为纪念。。

可是令我震撼的，是他们对自己黑暗世界的淡定和对待一切积极的态度。我被他们的那种超脱，深深地被震撼了，树两个拇指不足以代表我对他们的敬佩和感动。

接待我们的全部是视障人士，或视盲，或视残。可是他们从来没有所谓的自暴自弃，而是在言行中透露着对生活积极向上的态度。到了图书馆后，一位大概只有光感的图书管理员和她的同事接待了我们。从和他们的谈话中，握手中，交换微笑中，我觉得，他们的谦逊的小眯缝眼背后，都是生活中的强者，在这些生活中的巨人面前，自觉渺小，当愧不如，三人行必有吾师。

他们看不见，可我觉得他们比很多像我们这样的凡人，更看得清生活。

热

2011-05-08T17:14:00.002+08:00

热
热
热
就连房间的瓷砖地板也是热的

感恩

2011-05-07T21:31:00.009+08:00

说来可能有点不好意思，但是之前我从来没有过一个数码相机。

觉得自己的n82可以拍出一些好过普通数码相机的照片，比如

可是当爷爷把他的数码相机送给我时，竟然还是忍不住感动到了一下。从那个包装盒里叠得整整齐齐的说明书还有爷爷亲笔写给我的信，还有一大包电池。再烂，再不如我的手机的照相机，还是老人家的一片心阿。

。。

2011-04-26T11:25:00.003+08:00

感觉好像要生病了阿阿。。好几年都没生病了希望至少能挺过下个星期二阿

p.s.感谢上苍终于好了(:

ipad?

2011-04-17T12:01:00.002+08:00

一位朋友看到ipad一代降价促销后就买了一架，于是围绕着这个ipad的各种令我难以理解的情况开始接二连三地出现。

为了一个ipad，他多花了几十块钱去买一个看上去成本不过几块钱的保护壳；又买了好几个app。技术迷的他愿意多花钱去买额外的保修，却不愿意jailbreak。每次用完都要用眼镜布仔细地擦拭屏幕（与我对自己netbook的用手抹一抹屏幕，刚买来就撕去保修标签开始拆电脑加配件。。。形成鲜明对比）。他一边承认apple的东西都是overpriced，一边还打算买个macbook pro。

这到底是怎么了。。。ipad用户的心，似乎比女孩子的心思更难以理解阿

TMD!

2011-03-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

kuso.........突然觉得自己失去了前进的动力了。可恶！！

只能停下来，积攒些动力，然后重新开始 :ss!

音乐会

2011-03-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

一年一度的nusco汇演/音乐会又快要来临了，我竟然还练到一半就早退，实在愧疚不已。

不过练着练着那些歌，真的越来越有感觉。陈能济估计把三国演义读得很透阿，写出来的歌真的几近传神了。寥寥数句乐曲，把周瑜的自负和沉不住气的感觉刻画得极为深刻；又把枭雄的曹操的大气程度表现出来，把它完全和周瑜的气度拉开十万八千里。能够把粗糙的华乐编排写到如此的传神和对人物刻画的入木三分，真的做梦都会听到那个旋律。偶尔也会梦到阿荣彪叔或者张琦的弓横到我的面前，然后那一段我不用看谱，也没背谱就知道下一个音是什么了。

城寨风情就更传神了。听那个旋律，和当时在佛山小街市的巷子里几乎就是同一种感觉！！一种偏安居于一角又一切井井有条的南国的感觉。不过打击乐给我一种似乎更悲凉、更压迫的感觉，那打击乐的木板似乎像是包工打在劳工们身上的鞭子。

然后跟co的其他组员谈论对陈能济音乐的感受，不一样生活背景的人都有不一样的体验，好神奇((((:

以上纯粹为有感而发，但如果你看了后想来看演这些歌的音乐会，还请通知我跟我买票吧。这次是nusco首次登台滨海艺术中心。。。

p.s.一度认为在高贵典雅的西洋古典音乐前，华乐是乡下低等的音乐；但是在华乐的5年里，我真的一点点感受到了华乐的美，华乐的触及灵魂的感动。感谢自己那当时一时的笔误，把cca申请表里的交响乐选成华乐，结果开始了华乐探索之旅。

华乐之土，西乐之柔，就犹如中国大西北之粗狂和接受西方文化的香港抑或海派文化的上海的精致，有特色就是美。

忙

2011-03-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

虽然指挥每每会用酸溜溜的话语提醒大家chinese orchestra要和china划清界限（划得清么），令人很是不舒服；不过有句话倒是挺有道理的。他说 “世界上没有所谓忙到忙不过来，只有对要做之事之欠妥的安排”。

赞美

2011-03-05T12:02:00.001+08:00

虽然没有去信基督，但觉得基督教里赞美的概念还是很好的。多多地用心地去赞美，真的是一件对的事情，一件值得去做的事情。

p.s.现在我也感受到了你的痛苦。咱们就这么扯平吧。对不起。

..

2011-02-25T17:23:00.002+08:00

当时半开玩笑地请一位朋友在gmail的状态里多放些积极的东西，而不是今天吐血明天头痛后天撕心裂肺什么的。。。

一方面希望周围的人可以都是积极的正向的，而不是斗谁的话更贱还是谁的嘴更贫；一方面自己有时却对自己也力不从心，找不到坚持积极的理由，要消极理由却是千千万万。突然觉得自己好脆弱，这样怎么stay positive ahhh T_T

p.s.虽然还没有一个充足的面向积极的理由，可是我会stay positive。还要感染周围的人，让整个社会都一点一点positive起来，别开口带刺，闭口guailan的。恩！

technical

2011-02-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

faced my netbook for the whole day revising matlab and sql..

until I couldn concentrate in front of the flickering screen any more (60Hz flicker rate is not detectable by human eyes, but knowing the fact itself can be distracting enough after staring at it for so long)

so i decided to try out new stuff for my netbook again. This time it is the newly released Service Pack 1 for Windows 7.

Unlike the release of Win Vista SP1 when everyone was so anxious about how this SP1 could make Vista run faster and smoother, the casual release of Win 7 SP1 seems to tell how confident M$ is about the performance of win 7. No press conference, no media release.

From the readme file, it seems for Win 7 Sp1, there are no major function changes to the system, but rather the accumulation of all hotfixes and security updates.

Anyway, it took round 10 min to download the 1GB file from campus network. Amazing speed.

On the not-so-interesting side, it took nearly two hours for the installation process to complete in my netbook.

Performance-wise, tried a few games and media decoding, and i could hardly feel any change after upgrading to Win 7 SP 1. That means upgrading to Win 7 SP1 is highly recommended. A series of security and bug fixes w/o affecting the system performance. Why not.

..

2011-02-16T22:14:00.001+08:00

逃不掉孤独的魔咒。。。。。。。。。。。。

大概每个人都有一个既定的活法吧。面对孤独，就像独自喝下苦涩无比的中药，一边苦到流下豆大的汗水和眼泪，一边还大口大口地喝下去。

back to square 1

2011-02-11T21:54:00.001+08:00

一个起点，一个终点。。有时一边留恋着风景一边赶路，有时一头赶路一直到无法注意周围的一切。

又来到了一个终点。又是一个新的起点。

哎一边知道天下无不散之筵席，一边又在偷偷怀念筵席中酣醉淋漓抑或饕餮大餐。真的还不够成熟阿

Sent from my Nokia N82

2011-02-04T20:40:00.003+08:00

第一次用手机写博客。也许酒有点喝多了，都不知道自己在写什么…这个春节过得的确不错，在和上海的亲戚们打电话听听他们说笑时都好开心阿，当大舅妈很动容地问我何时回上海时，真的感动到泪奔了！
现在那几个亲戚都在讨论我们无法直接参与的话题，就在这里写写博客。有亲戚还是件很幸福的事情，

兔年

2011-02-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

突然觉得自己和兔子还是蛮有缘分的。属兔，名字中间有个兔字（取名时跟生肖没关系，纯粹巧合），然后还有一个“小兔非非”，小时候的最爱。

也祝大家兔年快乐(:

新的一年。

2011-01-08T23:23:00.003+08:00

新年的第一天和大舅妈一起吃了饭，那是一个再平常不过的新年了。

然后我就飞去广州了。

跟刚刚才相认识的表弟吃了顿饭后，不想再麻烦对广州并不熟的表弟，于是一个人回去了旅馆。

在漆黑的下着毛毛细雨的夜晚，那是一条完全陌生的路，我只知道那是在东漖（侧那当初想广佛两个城市都逛一下就选那里的旅馆，没想到那是个如此鸟不生蛋的地方）。。在那条路的三个十字路口后有一个像叉子一样的路口，我的旅馆就在其中一个叉再往里走。我知道自己走在差不多快要到佛山的偏僻之地。这里应该不乏取物高手，偷抢或者打劫。但又怎样呢，如果害怕担心，高手还是高手，小偷还是小偷。

陌生似乎像一个巨大的怪物摇摆于四周。在密雨中，我似乎感受到了以后生活的滋味--在一些方面不得不独立，自主；那也意味着没有了依靠，一切都是靠自己。靠自己，很早以前就知道；说说再容易不过，但真的在这条路上，那体会却是不一样。

在黑暗中，我走错路口，来到了充满旧装璜市场和鱼市场的佛山。在黑暗中，再找回了主干道继续走。在黑暗中，问路总是被误会成取物高手。在黑暗中，知道惟有不断更新自己的视野才有希望。在黑暗中，终于找到了旅馆。

那简直就是人生的一堂课。感谢上天在新年能给我一个多多感悟的机会。

水一计

2010-11-28T15:28:00.009+08:00

星期天学校里所有的餐厅都闭门休息，唯独arts canteen中国砂锅菜的老板周日依旧勤奋经营，深受大家欢迎，也包括我。。

每次在我离柜台前还排着好几个人的时候，老板就会问点什么，然后必须大声吆喝以完成点餐。久而久之，我的嗓门变大声，口音也日趋向于老板的抑扬顿挫+儿化腔（有时是四川人，有时是靠近华中或者东北那里）。

今天又对着老板吼着我的order，突然感觉挺爽的。

。。

假期生活暂时就是玩电脑和拉小提琴和看杂书。玩电脑，拿鼠标太久的结果是右手臂酸胀无力；拉小提琴太久后左手的手臂酸胀无力（平时练习太少了）。。双臂就这么废了。。。不过累一累，也是另一种休息啊。

。。

Nvidia Ion的上网本什么都好（Win 7评分里除了CPU是2点几，其他都是4.8~5.4），就是那个该死的Atom CPU拖累了整个系统。虽然给Atom CPU超频并没有太大的意义，我还是想去试试看，结果发现我的N280在通常使用条件下最高只能超到1.89GHz。到1.90GHz就不行了。。Windows 7的CPU评分也因此从2.3跃升至2.5。Graphic: Desktop Performance for Windows Aero 从4.9一路直到5.0。

。。

回家倒计时： 2011-12-08 06:00:00 GMT+08:00

嗅一下自由的味道那岂是一个爽字了得

2010-11-25T21:30:00.003+08:00

考完了。

考试前一个星期封起来的电脑终于可以解封拿出来玩了。

back luck :s

2010-11-13T11:34:00.003+08:00

There's no chinese input this public comp.

Lost my handphone last week. I thought back luck might just come and go.

Made a critical mistake in an assignment a few days ago, and now my own laptop is totally dead as a result of accidental faulty bios update.

Exams are coming in less than one week and I feel so deprived of everything.

I m in dire need for some luck T_T

..

2010-11-11T08:37:00.002+08:00

做了一个无聊的facebook quiz, 说我在逆境或者艰难的环境中能够很好的把握。

现在我真的在一个很艰难的环境中。加油吧。

光棍就先光棍着，也可能我太执着了。

Handphone Lost! 手机遗失！

2010-11-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

我的手机（应该是）在一辆143路车上丢失了！！！

所以旧手机号码立即作废！！

欲雨又止的天气，到底是怎么了。。

2010-10-31T13:19:00.002+08:00

看了一场令人听觉和视觉都很震撼和满足的印尼传统乐团的音乐会。这下我的gek1054音乐会报告就不愁没有素材了(: 而且当我前去想“采访”他们的团长来丰富我的报告内容时，那位团长毫不吝啬地陪我谈了好一会儿。真是一个完美的音乐会体验旅程。

然后才突然发现，久石让年底会在中国内地，香港，台湾和日本开音乐会！！内地演出时间和我的考试冲突就不看了。最要命的是在香港的演出时间是12月8，9号晚上！！而且我12月8号早上正好在广州，我的香港签证依旧有效！！可是已经那两场音乐会都已经full house 了T_T!!

上一次久石让在上海开音乐会时我实在没空，这次又与这位音乐大师的音乐会失之交臂。看来作为一个joe hisaishi的粉丝，我真的还不够铁杆阿啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊

http://www.yifeiii.tk

2010-10-27T14:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm the new address does look a bit more formal and pro uh

厄

2010-10-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

从r2e director上退下来后去参加新一届r2e执委们的会，突然发现自己已经热情不再了。这个曾经倾注自己和自己的执委们满腔热情和时间精力的committee，忽然间感觉变得好陌生，好遥远。

新人们可能还没有自己的方向，我也懒得给他们指点方向，除非他们问。我想我的脚色也就到此为止了，要为下一个未知的脚色努力做准备了。在人生中，每个人所扮演的脚色总是以开头开始，以结尾结束不是吗，天下也没有不散的筵席。些许依恋，些许不舍，但在轨道的那一头，我们分成两股了，从此各奔东西，一会儿连两轨分叉处都从视界消失了。

"All the world's a stage/And all the men and women merely players."

松一口气

2010-10-07T23:54:00.005+08:00

从r2e comm director的位置上退下来了。松了一口气，当时只是为了还一个r2e给我能去香港的人情（很大阿），就在没人想当director的时候站出来做director. 然后一年后的今天，一切不再一样。

然后也终于不用再不定时的为r2e和save担心这个担心那个，终于不用为到处找人约人然后被放鸽子而不爽（也差不多习惯了，不过尽管这样我还是秉承自己的守时和守约，这是自己行为准则的荣耀）。

不过，这一年里我学到了太多觉得十分宝贵的东西，所以将会继续留在r2e里，永远是r2e的义工一名。

现任我职位的也是我很喜欢欣赏的。希望她能继续r2e的成功。

死神结束了？

2010-10-06T11:37:00.000+08:00

昨晚看了质量超差的漫画扫描版以为死神就这么结束了。其实刚才转念一想，死神怎么可能就这么结束了呢？？

期待死神第二部。

死神结束了!

2010-10-05T21:40:00.004+08:00

曾几何时,我惊异于死神不仅仅是描述一个"现世+soul society+hueco mundo" 的故事，更是探讨正义与邪恶，阴与阳，事物的对立面的对立和统一，以及更深层次的哲学与世间的自然道理和法则，正义与邪恶的共存体究竟是正是邪（vizard, 一护）？更强大的途径是正与邪的融合，即达到终极平衡？？还有斩魄刀的概念，当体会到剑之魂时，方是力量增强之时，这个道理即使在现实生活中也是很不错的阿阿阿。。

但是为什么，为什么久保不要去继续探究这些阿阿阿阿。。。。更重要的是，少了一部漫画闲书看了阿阿阿阿。。。。。。。。

不过，也是告诉我们即使在美好的东西，有时并不会按照我们美好的想象继续下去吧。就这么结束了

机票搞定

2010-09-25T22:07:00.005+08:00

是花父母的钱，所以觉得精打细算才对得起自己的良心。看到800多的机票价格，父母也希望我回去一次，就决定再一次上演廉价航空到中国某地+国内火车/飞机回去上海的计划，把回家费用压到500快不到一点。

这次寒假将从新加坡将经由广州回去上海，然后从上海经由广州前往新加坡。

不知怎么定完机票后有种莫名的兴奋，想告诉全市界我要经广州回上海了。。上一次尝试性的取道香港实在是给我留下了太美好的印象，便捷的一切。我甚至很有兴致地学了几句粤语，然后就用那几句话去买东西，点餐，甚至就听懂了机场工作人员对我说的粤语。

白云机场一定不如香港国际机场，不过说不定也有可圈可点之处。还有就是能有机会降落在全世界独一无二的虹桥枢纽，到时看看一个巨大的枢纽里磁浮高铁地铁飞机巴士零换乘到底是怎么一回事。

恩！

2010-09-24T16:18:00.002+08:00

今日去学校图书馆复习，路上碰到一个卖纸巾的老太太（其实更有希望得到义卖和捐助的意思）。于是问多少钱，答曰“多少都行”。。就打算就用一块钱去买那价值几分钱的纸巾，也算是帮助别人吧。

然后没想到老太太很真心地（至少我觉得）说“god bless you my son” blah blah，很多真心的祝福话语。真的让我很受宠若惊.. 也真的很感动，一种触心的感动，感觉这位老太太仿佛不是自己在讲话。因为她说“多少都行”时和后来说话时就是判若两人阿。

祝福那位老太太。

我也决意，开始要为远方那位我生命中的一位重要的人祝福。

so cool!!

2010-09-21T15:19:00.003+08:00

Later I gotta go for coin deposit with my treasurer and my vice, and it just started raining!!

And I would so very much like to have nice weather for our last mission during our term..

Then it stopped raining!

咖啡

2010-09-18T20:57:00.002+08:00

喝完星巴克咖啡后好困阿，又累又想睡。别人喝咖啡都是用来提神的，可是到我这里就变成变牛奶还要有效的安神饮料了。

还有很佩服发明苹果汁+桃汁混合饮料的人。两种普通的果汁，在一起就口感神奇般的，简直比一般鸡尾酒或者果酒还要赞阿。。喝起来真的情调十足。

眼泪中的感恩

2010-09-07T22:10:00.002+08:00

在瞬间感觉到了来自远方的祈祷和祝福。

是那么的真切。那么的贴心。那么的被感动到。

原来却是goodbye的另一种说法。

请让我大哭一场吧。

。。

2010-09-04T21:45:00.001+08:00

有些东西真的成为了潜意识的一部分，最多只能催催眠，想去去掉看来一时半刻做不到，做不到阿

。。

2010-08-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

环保社要争取全校同学跟老师们的支持来保护学校绿化不被任何机构破坏。打算收集5000个支持这个措施人的签名和他们的学生证号码来向学校请愿。

本来并不想参与其中，但禁不住朋友的苦苦请求，于是就答应帮忙。

我要做的就是来到一堂课中，趁课间休息的10分钟时发表一下演讲，然后争取课上所有人都能认同我演讲的东西，然后在一片纸上签名并留下学号。

一切都十分顺利，我甚至只用了5分钟就搞定一切。当拿回200多张写名的小纸片时，也为那位朋友感到高兴。

可是令我内疚的是，那位讲师看到我做完了后，就说“那我们继续上课”。

花去那200多位同学的宝贵的5分钟来听我说给我写已经使我感到愧疚和感谢，但老师也请您别顺手就把另外5分钟给拿走了阿，这样令我更愧疚。。。。

然后就拿着200多张纸片去我们的宣传摊位上缴战利品。

看摊的小妹妹看到我就说“哦新生阿，可以到那里去报到”。。。。。。。。。。。。。

什么情况。。算了大人不记小人过。

上了校车，司机问我去哪里。我说去e3a，结果车停下来后司机很热情地告诉我e3a怎么走怎么走。。又把我当新生？？

什么情况阿

闷热的下雨天

2010-08-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

道理很多都听说过了，所以要做的就是去实践。

在跟个朋友的一番争论后，我无疑更认识到了，

当一个人开始埋怨或者怪环境时，他已经输了。

谢谢

2010-08-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

谢谢你让我知道我很好。心里就像小时候拿到奖状时那么开心(:

在这个私心泛滥的世界里，有多少人愿意相信“别人好”其实是“自己好”的一部分呢

加了汽水的加应子水

2010-07-14T19:52:00.002+08:00

原来忙碌并不能埋没思念，只能让自己在静下来后发现更思念。

wadz d difference

2010-04-02T21:47:00.001+08:00

is it about d time to phase out xp in our life?

to me yes. aft using win 7 for half a yr (since d very beginning when 7600 leaked out), i m so pleased to have it in my netbook and decide to abandon d preloaded xp permanently.

to my auntie, it would be a firm no. Aft she's got her new laptop with T6600 and G105 (not so new but i guess to her this is totally new), she wants to roll back to xp from d current preinstalled win 7 and asked me to help her with it. I suggested XP mode in Win 7. She refused d xp mode w/o any hesitation, reasoning that d xp in xp mode "muz be different" from d "normal one" found during boot up. well whatz d difference. Altho she 's not able to tell d difference, she insisted "there muz be some differences" and negated whatever i proposed.

Since XP installation disk does not support her SATA port and there is no ghost img available.

Since exams r coming and i may not have time to find and integrate the right SATA driver into an XP installation disk..

(hope she could understand what i mean, or at least what i m trying to express..instead of reaching d conclusion that i was not willing to help her with all d "jargon"excuses)

Helping others is also an art sia..

.

2010-03-22T17:18:00.001+08:00

co concert is over. Altho v difficult(for d majority) pieces were chosen for the performance this year, I managed to sight-read all the pieces each time during d prac, and eventually recite on stage.. and i have been wondering what's d point of chopping such a piece of cake in co each time.

i always like to view music as another form of literature. I have been trying to appreciate the mochonv fantasia with the storyline provided, but little traces of the story could be found from the melody we played, during prac or on stage. not to mention any emotion portraying or demonstration of soloist's own interpretation of the music.

In CO, we are reproducing all d musical notes (with poor intonation sometimes), but not playing the music.

uhmmm

2010-02-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

on a lighter note, I used to predict that nvidia ION platform will be the last chapter of its pride in netbook market, despite all the rumors about "ION 2". Gladly, or sadly to say, it appears that ION2 can no longer continue the glory in netbook industry due to intel's naive but effective marketing strategies. Aft I bought an ION-based netbook, I was actually damn amazed by its performance, and more importantly its potential to spoil the netbook or even normal laptop market, and realized at the next moment, that such potential would eventually kill itself. Why? it is against intel's philosophy of profit first, tech second. The stronger one gets to set the rules of the game.

..

2010-02-25T17:27:00.001+08:00

kena slaughtered during lab.. and life. sigh..

all the cheer-up words sound so superficial, but still have to move on, as quickly as possible.

MOVE ON

energy running low

2010-02-05T09:08:00.002+08:00

sometimes I felt as if I were the sch bus screaming and crawling up the hill with MAX rpm, yet it seemed i was not fast/efficient enough.

Life is simply not as easy as driving on the highway ba. but I certainly don't like drifting (off bio body clock and doing stuff till early morning). Ultimately it merely speeds up self-destruction. srry I won't drift at night like others do. Do the right thing at the right time please.

PC show??

2009-11-28T14:19:00.003+08:00

heard about this from Yng Miin when saw her in sch days ago. I was like omg how come I m so out-dated, didn even know about the pc show! (btw i have been like that and was rather stunned yesterday when i found the sch car park barriers were lift open indicating a holiday or a sunday.. didn know about wadever holiday earlier also ......)

most probably i won't have time to go down expo and check out all d deals, but how can i miss them?

so I went online and searched instead. Basically it's like a netbook sales department, selling all the last-generation netbooks with Win XP at not-so-cheap prices.

I dare say those dealers are evil and basically cheating/bluffing those who know little about laptops/netbooks, brainlessly. Intel Atom N280/Z540 is advertised as "more powerful" specification. bull shit. how powerful can it be? i tried it b4 and it's roughly 1/3 as powerful as my 1 year-old laptop which WAS sold cheaper than those CURRENT netbooks on sale. 64GB harddisk is advertised as "huge harddisk". We know that new netbooks are nowadays are preloaded with Windows 7. There are no WIn7 products in the PC show however. XP is 2 generations b4 the current Win7 and those evil dealers started to dump the XP-loaded netbooks to the innocent! I heard that PCs are made to make ppl better informed, and now wad an irony, the PC show is actually fooling ppl round with false information and making ppl more poorly informed!

PC show=on-sale rubbish dumping ground. I can smell the rot from v far. as far as from expo to west coast.

rvr??

2009-11-22T16:31:00.009+08:00

why does everyone say/think I m from RVR?? Zhirong's more unreasonable, saying i have "this rvr look"(what sort of look is that :s)

I stayed in RVR during last Jun holiday for one month and then moved to PGP since then. really wonder what kinda strong and "undeceivable" trace RVR has left with me? so strong and maybe persistent that after one sem it's still there, fresh....... and any KR look as well? ;p

Super Mario Theme song

2009-11-19T22:13:00.002+08:00

bored to death in the midst of exam preparation. I have halted classical music listen during this exam period cuz it makes me feel unreasonably high and diverts my attention totally. cannot.asked a friend and he said the 8-bit super mario theme songs are not considered classical music. so I opened my music player in the computer and played d songs.

Then came the Great Moment when the true meaning of the song was revealed to me! The main theme song portrays Mario's attitude towards life, and probably the composer's thoughts on life as well. The fluctuation of the pitch symbolizes the highs and lows in life, inevitable. It seems the bits are all random but in fact the notes are all off bit and in order. Despite all the failure (M keeps dying and reviving) and pain Mario suffers from (hitting stuff and falling down from v high perhaps), his optimism and enthusiasm remain as the background percussion accompaniment goes on.

Yes. Optimism and enthusiasm. All the meaningful stuff and intention conveyed so vividly to me in this 8-bit MIDI file! This is definitely better than some monotone orchestra pieces like"sketch of city" and "song of kent ridge". The technique is overly deployed or rather, the form of orchestra arrangement is abused by the composer when he is unable to substantiate the arrangement with lines of meaningful melody.......it really sucks

cool

2009-11-14T22:37:00.008+08:00

On a rainy evening aft supplying the engin veg stall uncle with a pour of "Project Box" stickers (the box business there is surprisingly gd and ran out of stickers so soon, while sticker stock of other stalls still forever lasts. i need to do smt about it), i was walking back to pgp with a cup of milk tea and music from my earpieces. This is the first time I have my earpieces on when walking. I always feel v lost and so insignificant in the might of the downpour under the sky. This time the drizzle seemed to disturb my view and mind again, but music blew it all away. really cool.

saw this rather boliao fb app. one fb entry shows Yu yang's brother managed to have 547 mouse clicks in 30 seconds. That's like round 18.2 clicks per second. in "Perpetual Motion" by Paganini, there are round 12 notes per second. omg. if his bro could continue learning playing violin, he would have surpassed Paganini!!.. and suddenly i feel like trying out this piece in the holiday ;p

haizz stress again

2009-11-07T10:50:00.003+08:00

if I couldn take the stress, nor could i share it, then I would have to merge with it .... (sounds really sad. )

sheer will force will fail. Will force has to be accompanied (eg by incentives or wad) as well.

How safe life is, tells how dangerous it can be.

I m so screwed up.

ich bin sehr stressig

2009-09-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

发现自己的脾气有越来越坏的倾向。看来应该还是和压力有关吧。。现在终于懂得命悬一线的压力是怎样一回事了。我。。我不想死阿，我不想就这样消失在这个世界里。。

the invisible aggression

2008-04-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

lately i've been troubled by cyber attacking to my laptop, a continuation of d nightmare of my qq account being stolen earlier(fyi, qq is some online chatting tool like msn,mainly used in China). After doing some research, it is revealed to me that many hackers are "hired" to compose malicious code rather than "inspired" for binary muscles show-off. driven by profit, those d malicious codes commonly appear to be quite aggressive, implanting themselves deeply inside system with hidden property enabled, generating several copies running at same time to protect one another, and activated upon users connecting to internet. sigh. is it the advent of era of internet imperialism??what is the final boss??? it has to be eliminated man. as quoted from george bush, our "security is threatened".. how? I'm still waiting for imba firewall compatible with win vista.. any recommendation??

thinking about aggression, the recent Tibet riot comes to my mind as well. it is hard for me to trust any media report, as biasness and political agenda seem to be more overwhelming than d news itself. a de facto quarreling between different media is in the air.. it would be either "China's just act" or "China's violence against tibetians", whichever seems not right. putting tibet issue aside, how can i acquire information when i lose trust to media.... sigh

last minute work.....

2008-04-02T23:50:00.004+08:00

The USP application deadline is 2day, and i was barely able to submit the application with that time consuming essay just 10 mins b4 end of the day..really a close one..hueeee.... wanted to give up on USP at first but was easily convinced to apply anyway. spent round 2 hrs on this compulsory essay writing part of the app..

next 'll be my return to hometown, and meet up with ppl just as cool as me(: hmmmm really wanna see how our "free and obsolete soul" is doing..heh

vista sp1

2008-03-19T15:55:00.000+08:00

Months after i started using windows vista, now microsoft has released vista sp1, the cumulative software update package for vista sp0. but, after reading d release note, i was really not so impressed with this mega computer file of 434MB. .

A lot of "errors and problems" have been fixed. But to be frank, I've never encounted any of the errors mentioned. eg, the service pack claims to fix the problem of "irresponsiveness of USB drive after awaken from sleep". but not a single thumbdrive has failed me in this yet.

The only thing so far amuses me is that the file copying process usually ends b4 the remaining time calculation is finished, and i realli dunnn feel like sacrificing harddisk space to fix this. To me it seems rather more like amusement than "a problem".

sp1 seems not worth deploying for the time being.

(1. do you ..like the colour of the sky?)

2008-03-04T12:49:00.002+08:00

(I like the colour of the sky very much. as well..)

still alive..(huh?)

2008-03-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

This is the blogskin i used to apply for my blog years ago.. and now I still think it is the best for me. so applied it back recently, although d alignment at the entry body is still somewhat unsettled. and i dunn really know what's wrong with d html coding....

d press announced the confirmed date for alvl result release, like..finally. ohh.. i'll need to face some decisive moment.. again..

dfdf

2007-10-26T13:36:00.000+08:00

i didn realize only 3 more days b4 start of my a lvl, until jy reminded me. d only thing kept in my mind was, d battle starts from next tues afternoon onwards.

almost everyone 's keen to ask me whether i felt prepared anot. it's really kinda pouring more n more unease onto me..... sigh i m not prepared for anything to be frank. althu i've been making tremendous improvement all d way, there's no sense of security brought about. things revised 2day could be lost tmr. practice seems endless. i konw theres hope, it's just somewhere out of reach.

at d same time, i could jolly well oversee everything. since i've doing more and getting less unsolved, and embarrassed myself in front maths teacher for having 1 qn to consult for half an hour consultation which 's compulsory for everyone.

prepared or not prepared, it's only d attitude that matters in d end.

sigh, easier to say than to do. arhhhhhh!!!

dfd

2007-09-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

my desktop is back aft i copied explorer.exe from a sch comp to mine. so is my econs prelim paper, so far my most horrifying paper. i got 0 mark for p2 b'cuz was totally on mc.. so be it.. anywas glad that finally achieved some heartening improvement in p1. tat was really badly desired. next step, i need to progress faster.. i saw the possibility of clinching distinction. jia you.

dd

2007-09-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

ohh my my. i lost my desktop component of win xp GUI. no more desktop icons, no more start button, taskbar and stuff. no more chinese input(reminded me of blogging here.). it's just b'cuz i tried to get the aero glass and fade-in/fade-out effect work on my xp. it actualli worked, and moments after tat, my desktop simply collapsed. (to put it in a simpler way, explorer.exe became corrupted then went missing.)

it may sound crazy to get xp have d real vivid vista look. but i simply like to look to d slim possibilities. In my life i couldn have been assured of anything, possibilities thus become d only belongings in my life. sigh.

prelims r over. i bet on possibilities of getting great improvement/grades compared to previous W(promounced as double-u) and s for mid yr. . this time i got head side but how about next time????

why.. why do i have nothing to count on. nothing. when i look back, just nothing.

ppl appear and vanish in my eyes. sometimes friends come and go. i really wish i could go back to my shanghai huashida high sch(i wonder why.. got admitted there alrdy and ready to get into the best class of d cohort..but i chose to come here with nothing backing me..) instead of dunman high and wadever jc, and just continue peacefully with thrill there then go fudan Uni or Jiaotong Uni.

lei

2007-07-04T16:35:00.000+08:00

it's one day b4 my last paper for mid-yr exam, but i feel mentally exhausted alrdy aft finishing my econs p2 just now........

damn. i want to be stronger.

fgfg

2007-05-15T15:03:00.000+08:00

a hi to my dusty, neglected blog. i suppose this blog has virtually vanished from ppl's memory and actually i'm happy bout such serenity, as inner personal feelings, to me, are not supposed to gain popularity anyway. Unlike most other blogs attracting attention and trying to gain d most internet traffic(which means potential revernue, with my full knowledge), i would rather simply share this with a few friends round me...

ok so a short update here. finally d time has come for me to step down from chinese orchestra and piano ensemble. When everything happened in my ccas finally gets to become parts of my memory, i start to miss it. i miss the time when everyone from my cello section got scolded by the conductor and we got pissed, and improved TOGETHER. i miss the moment when all my fellow cellists got the correct notes IN THE END and gave a perfect shot for syf. i miss the time practising violin with shiming d pianist. altho she might not be talented (or rather, odd) enough to understand my suggestion sometimes, it's always been nice to hear d resonance created by the singing of both instruments. The song from a secret garden we played 'll nv be erased from my memory. it's such a nice piece. On the day of performing, actualli i couldn believe it on the spot when i actualli performed something i used to feel divine, lofty and so elegantly nice that onli the most talented deserve to play, with my classmate ;p

tmr there 'll be a 'qing gong yan'(loosly mean celebration) for a gold clinged by co for this yr's syf. looking forward to it.

cip

2007-02-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

it was my first cip involving more than 30% of my strength...

did some mass newspaper collection for cip yesterday. was feeling a little bit guilty cuz in my grp i let all girls carrying newspapers while i was having my breakfast and taking care of newspapers piled till d height of my thigh.

i felt like being a part of cheap labour when mr bong my c-tutor picked up my whole class in a lorry and carried us to d hdb block where we were supposed to do extra newspaper collection b'cuz we finished our task too fast.. but that was nevertheless, cool. i bet no other classes would ever chill out IN THE STREET like tat. i was imaging an orange arrow moving in a street from a birdview. that had to cost a bomb for d CIA to investigate wadz happening!!..my whole class was in orange class-t.

my class collected 1086+++kg of newspapers... despite being a mini one of onli 12 ppl present..

class lunch wiv mr bong @ swensen's .. 'ct period'dismissed at 3+

on my way back i saw dozens of passionate couples along d streets as well as sitting front of me in d bus. aniway that seems so distant to me.

dfdf

2007-01-22T15:24:00.000+08:00

ohh i wish that could be true..

YOUR REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Love	B
Friends and Family	A
Body	A
Mind	A+
Finance / Career	C
Your Life's Average Grade: A
'What is your Life Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

dd

2006-12-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

long time no blog

nowadays i mainly blog at my msn space. however, due to taiwan earthquake and consequent damage of d submarine fibre-optic cable, my msn space 's become inaccessible from china.. too bad and this made me recall that i have this blog to blog at ..

i've seen how powerful internet is, connecting ppl over d world within a click of d mouse button, and now, how fragile this worldwide network can be.

right aft d earthquake, in shanghai, i couldn log in to my msn messenger, or check my yahoo mailbox. my favourite cnet.com 'server could not be found'. onli some chinese news portals were accessible with d same surprised response as me.. topics like 'internet traffic to outside china is too crowded/DOwn!!..' suddenly gained thousands of echoing replies in some forums.. i couldn believe this. it was merely an inevitable natural happening, w/o d intention of destruction of any party. wad if it was a war between d mainland chinese government and taiwanese government.. i just dunn wanna continue my elabration.

d convenience of online chatting suddenly bubbled away. d unique crappi ' %^*^*&%^(& ' of d virtual world just departed like that. am i too dependant on internet?? sometimes i realli wonder is internet a part of life or just supplementary of it .. wadever it is, hope i can get connected again as soon as i reach singapore.

anti-ipod

2006-10-23T14:31:00.000+08:00

anti-ipod!!

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2006-10-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

ny open hse rocks. roles. reins. it seems mr kwek has realli put much hope on it, intending to get a better publicity of ny.. even some radio station dj came in and rocked d sch atrium..

playing violin for piano ensemble in d open hse gave me a sense of accomplishment.. thx for dropping by and listening.. and i hope they enjoyed it.. for tis performance i've practised a lot wiv shiming my piano partner, altho that piece called 'a song from d secret garden' consists of merely some simple notes .. i have to say, she's a great piano partner.

about nyuma: "wahh!!/ahh??!? ny got muggers' club ah.." that's wad i heard quite frequently from ny vistors on d day of open hse.. rite.. btw, nyuma=NanYang United Muggers' Association.. details @ http://nyuma.blogspot.com .. friendz from other jcs are also welcome to join... so far we alrdy have members from sajc and tj..

*this blog entry serves as a duster to wipe away wadever impression of this blog being not updated / kinda dead / .. ;p

blowing off d dust..

2006-10-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

i'm damn stressed up.. some say stress should be viewed in such a way that it can become "desserts". i admit it's a fantastic way of destressing, temperary tho..

right aft mid-yr i was asking myself, "how to get promoted liddat??....

now i'm telling myself, "i should get promoted liddat..

dfdf

2006-07-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

ohh sorry..i tried to shorten d html code of playing background music here.. and somehow it ends up causing d internet xplorer to collapse aft a while.. ;p kk aniway in comp terms like "collapse""crash""jam" are just like chicken-feet lahh.. no worries pls

July is a busy month in d IT world.. Core 2 Platform has been finalli unvealed..which means pentium era has unofficially come to an end.. comp Processor manufacturer AMD has bought up Graphic card manufacturer ATI for some 55 Billion US dollars.. UMPC (ultra-mobile pc) has been introduced to d world.. the PDA-size handheld set is able to contain standard window xp and connect to d internet.. and of course, run Warcraft smoothly..

microsoft has launched a plan coded "zune" to counter iPod.. yes finalli ipod has its powerful rivals!!!!!! Creative can be considered a rival of ipod bah but it's more like an alternative of it..creative tech is just not smart enought bahh..ignored marketing and nv advertised on d clarity and purity of d sound creative zen delivers.. stupid..

Bluray?? HD-DVD???....

ohh full of crap.. i just wanna make a point here.. that it is definitely NOT the time to buy a new pc or mp3 player.. basicalli ani IT hardware..

..

2006-07-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

i nearly got a heart attack when i uploaded some bach cello suites to my handphone and played them. it sounds PURELY like wood harvesting in those forests, or that colliding sound from moving my problematic drawer.. just now d cello melody from d computer was still golden-ly deep and well tuned. i couldn blame bluetooth for "spoiling" d music and downgraded it to some trashy sound, simply bluetooth is not able to do so.. and d onli focus has become d mp3 playback module of my handphone..aii..

my exams have come to a halt since wed. and 'll be resumed this coming tues.. during this interval there 's no sch.. and it has turned out to be worse for me.. no mood to study, no mood to slack as well.. i'm like a weird-ly shaped/stretched/compressed spring.. ohh well..

dfdf

2006-06-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

supppose no one round should ever be able to recall yifei actualli has a blog @yifeiii.blogspot.. so i assume my frequency of blogging has d least significance it ever enjoys..

aniway.. was just back from shanghai.. i love shanghai.. it looks DEFinitely much nicer than sg, especially at night..

was thinking of my virtual career path in d future.. it's still so blur.. it seemed i could nv get myself a satisfying answer right now..musician? on violin or music composing? or a conductor?? work for synphony or rock band or wadever non-classical music??? or being an economist.. (?) working for some monetary organization..

wad a para of crap..

nerds' jokes..

2006-05-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

it's not deniable, that those who are major in phy in nus appear to be .. somewhat quite nerdy.. they talk about phy theories like handling some chicken feet while constantly encounter problems expressing themselves clearly wad their feelings are, when taking phy.. sorry i know it sounds a little bit too generalized, but there's yet to be some evidence which could argue me back powerfully..

their sense of humour goes,

"you enter the lab and see an experiment. How will you know which class is it?

if it's green and wiggles, it's bio;
if it stinks, it's chem;
if it doesn work, it's Physics.."

"researchers in Fairbanks, Alaska announced last week that they have discovered a superconductor which will opearate at room temperature"

another longer one.

"One day, all of the world's famous physicists decided to get together for a party. Fortunately, the foorman was a grad student, and was able to observe some of the guests..

-everyone gravitated towards Newton, but he just kept moving round at a constant velocity and showed no reaction

-coulomb got a real charge out of the whole thing

-pascal was under too much pressure to enjoy himself

-Ohm spent most of the time resisting Ampere's opinions on current events..

-volta thought the social had a lot of potential

-Hertz went back to the buffet table several times a minute

-the food was beautifully laid out by Mendeleyev on the periodic table"

ahh.. such a scary world, of physics!!..

erer

2006-05-28T19:53:00.000+08:00

wad a day.. it was pouring and drizzling all d time.. my mood can be, sometimes pretty easily affected by weather.. aii..

woke up at 11 then rushed to ms yeong's hse at sengkang ALL d way from Clementi.. on d Lrt train, i felt as if i was passing thru some national park, with d scene of endless farmways and stretched jungles and grass outside d train window.. omg.. damn ulu there..

practice was pretty fine, first time i played my part correctly together wiv peiyee d pianist.. then ms yeong treated us wiv d unique apple juice from Germany!!!! .. it tastes unique, kinda sour but very soothing when touched my tounge.

how i wish i could fly back to shanghai rite now.. cannot wait to see my family and relatives and friends!..

wee

2006-05-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

hahah wahh one of the rare times, i'm in an absolutely good mood, just b'cuz sch term 3 's OVER~~

logged on to my elearning portal and i saw this msg..

posted by Mr sequera

Mr Sequera the hist tutor claimed that he's a "super committed history teacher". It appears to be true, or rather i choose to believe it IS true. for 1 guy, he bothers to post a new entry in d elearning webbie.. super touched.. while i rarely saw any phy or math stuff online..

i bought d econs textbook by john sloman just now.. wanted to try out this student online access kit.. followed d instruction and went to some website.. then i was referred to another webbie which required my particulars.. fine.. aft submitting my info, i was referred to yet another webbie, introducing me all d textbooks available from d publisher .. fine..HOWEVER..my browser ended up showing me exactly d same page shown earlier at first.. :-@ i felt like a soccer ball being kicked by so many stupid webbies and .. wiv my zero"displacement" at last.. "stuuuuuuuuupid comp.." (mr nandwani 's style!.. miss his lessons.)

ohh..

2006-05-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

You scored as Christianity. Your views are most similar to those of Christianity. Do more research on Christianity and possibly consider being baptized and accepting Jesus, if you aren't already Christian.

Christianity is the second of the Abrahamic faiths; it follows Judaism and is followed by Islam. It differs in its belief of Jesus, as not a prophet nor historical figure, but as God in human form. The Holy Trinity is the concept that God takes three forms: the Father, the Son (Jesus), and the Holy Ghost (sometimes called Holy Spirit). Jesus taught the idea of instead of seeking revenge, one should love his or her neighbors and enemies. Christians believe that Jesus died on the cross to save humankind and forgive people's sins.

Christianity

75%

agnosticism

71%

Buddhism

71%

Hinduism

58%

Judaism

50%

atheism

46%

Islam

46%

Paganism

38%

Satanism

33%

Which religion is the right one for you?

lighter note

2006-05-15T22:30:00.000+08:00

on a lighter note, i've got A B C D E for my Napfa test ;pp dunnn care as long as i can pass..

and i'm still enjoying life in nyjc, rather than following d life. (in d world of chinese .. ) ohh..

i'm going back to shanghai on 8 Jun~~

hello out there

2006-05-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

i hope this blog has somehow been wiped away in ppl memory by this power element called Time.

recently i've been blogging in chinese (somewhere else over d internet) rather often, neglecting d existance of this my beloved blog. in nanyang, ppl usually carry out convos mainly in chinese, or d mixture of mandarin and singlish, seldom english. it's an irony that i started speaking chinese much more frequently after leaving china.. -_-'' i didn judge d situation, but just one statement. nanyang is super incondusive for d learning of english lang.. dotx..

some argue that it's normal for the chinese to speak chinese. is it normal to speak chinese, in the basis of neglecting the necessary daily proper practice of english lang. ? how are ppl gonna achieve d goal of "communicating with d western world effectively" in such envirnment??

my fellow ex-dunmanian (now also an nyjcian, if i'm not wrong, she's denise..?) had already raised this concern during d council normination session earlier, but wiv little response i suppose..

how how.. i'm damn sad lahh..

i'm a chinese who loves both chinese and english. it will seriously depressing to see one lang.dominating in my mind over d other, and i've foreseen this "cheenalizing" trend in ny which can be powerful enough to virtualize my yet-to-happen fear factor.

i scorn those who complain that ny is too cheena and speak rotten chinese at d same time..

..

2006-04-28T14:05:00.000+08:00

.. on wed my draft 2 of pi's finally got approved, wiv mr ibrahim's comment which goes "just elabrate more on ..blah" while mr bong seemed quite satisfied wiv my pi.. ok finally no more worries about this damned piece of tasteless "pie" which took up 5 hrs of my entire life..

these days for some unknown reasons i tend to bury myself in some very pessimistic views.. everything round seems to be rotten, wiv no hope, or just so dark and light-absorbing.. some of my favourite mint-like awaking music has chosen to keep away from my brain cells even after entering my ears..

jc life just wearing, exhausting, tiring blahh blahh... i'm running down on fuel.. yesterday i still got some energy to talk some lame jokes and stuff.. but right now all i can do is to concentrate on econs test later and nothing else, or my body may collapse at ani time, at least i feel so..

my friends rock.. i'm so thankful to all of them, cuz w/o them i might be even much deeper inside d chasm of darkness and deafening silence of my misguided way of viewing things round..

come on 'look more at the bright side of life..' okkk so the onli thing i'm happi 'bout is,,,
i'm going tj guitar ensemble 's concert later! .. =)

exhausted

2006-04-20T09:55:00.000+08:00

jc life is getting more and more exhausting to me.. i'm supposed to be doing my 2nd draft of my pi here now, but somehow i've found it too hard, for this moment of time, to concentrate on this seemingly damnn easy task. ohh well..

i feel tired. worn out totally. for 3 consecutive days i reached hostel at 9++ pm or round 10, just for preparation for synergy. the technical dry run could be amazingly stretched from 3 pm ALL D WAY to 8++.. and all i needed to do was to go up to d stage and step down.. sigh.. but ok lahh since it's mrs lim who's i/c of this whole concert. she's a nice teacher i think, my gp tutor who usually looks into issues much beyond its appearance and superficial level. i bet nanyang might become among d top5 jcs if every t'cher in ny were so critical and powerful in d command of eng language.. sadly that's not d case..

yawnzzzzzz.. phy lecture in 5 mins' time.. tata.. i think i need some thorough and deep sleep of A WHOLE DAY instead of 7 hrs or so..

dfdf

2006-04-16T17:44:00.001+08:00

when i met shem the committed christian today, the first qn he asked was "yifei, have u been converted???" he means i should have "invited jesus to my life and to my heart" earlier..

no comments. i 'm a free thinker, w/ buddist background. shem 's vigerous persuation has amazed me. in buddism, the members are gathered based on "yuan"(or loosely translated as fate). nothing is forced, where as in christian from my observation, they are proud of their religion and tend to spread it round d whole world. i didn post ani criticism, but surprise.

omg both mr mao(hist teacher) and mr seah (gp/ ki) keep blogs!..

dfdf

2006-04-16T17:44:00.000+08:00

wheee

2006-04-15T12:26:00.000+08:00

i guess i've become d most uncommitted blogger of d week.. aniway there won' be many steppers-by i suppose.

omg so i'm in both co and piano ensemble(pion as i like to call it, not meson aniway hahha) in ny, thx to shiming, ms yeong and d teacher i/c pion whom i couldn rmb.. somemore i won' be playing piano most d time in pion, but violin, something i would nv think of earlier. who on d earth joins pion but doesn play piano there? it's me. who on this planet plays violin not in string/chamber ensemble but in pion????? it's ME.. omg..

on a lighter note, i saw this clown named lee ao giving some hilarious comments on singaporeans as a whole being "笨" and "种不好".. and he even wishes to be invited by nus or ntu to give a speech in sg explaining this ridicule he brough earlier.. 我觉得他除了狂妄还有什么呢？怎么可以讲人家笨？笨人难道能组成这样一个繁荣的岛国？不敢苟同。

昨晚我上了msn 后竟然不知不觉和镁莹谈到今天早上。。她的话竟让我有些不知所措。。有点迷失了。。有点失望了。或者说是很失望，虽然好像我也想到过她所说的一切。厄。。

2006-04-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

I realli dunnnnno how on the earth has my ezlink card balance become 23.72.. 72 cents??? normally i top up my card $ 25 at a time, and bus & MRT fares are merely 45 or 50 cents per ride rite.. weirdo..

and i'm still rushing wiv my draft of pi..

南洋。。初院

2006-04-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

用中文写博克的确不错，但是这也说明了，我的生活中现在正渗入了越来越多的中文因素。。

我为之欣喜，又为之迷茫。

但是，我的迷茫很快就消失了，因为我不担心这样会影响我的英文。留下了欣喜。

于是，我就在这边随便涂鸦一下。

back from co camp..

2006-04-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

co camp started yesterday and ended today.. slept in d mpr in sch..

hmmmm ok actualli i feel like a chinese onli when in d co room. everything outside d paradise of chinese classical music is so westernised, or so ang-mo, compared to those ancient aging instruments lying in d co room.

but co camp is not about d appreciation of these ancient stuff at all.. last night i was forced to enter a 'haunted' classroom where i was truly scared, cuz first time experience such thing.. then was foreced to enter female toilet to look for 'clues and hints'.. which were some a-lvl math tys and a piece of informative paper.. omg ended up found out d murderer of casper d president of nyco .. did some funni night exploration in ny at 1 am this morning wiv yuyang and jack joined halfway..

had wet games this morning .. k nothing much..

it's april's fool 2day.. hmmmm i tried to trick someone, and got tricked instead for d whole day.. my goodness.. k lahh cuz am damn tired and blurred as co camp went on overnight..

yawnzzzzz

back from co camp..

2006-04-01T20:37:00.001+08:00

d end marks a new beginning..

2006-03-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

went to shem's church today.. talked a lot 'bout christianity wiv that grp leading guy.. i was glad that at least i'm knowledgeable enough to shoot all d qns i had when reading 'bout christianity earlier(for enriching myself ONLI).. which led to some 2-hr tea time of hot discussion..

lvl camp ended last friday, and the game which required body's falling backwards had been impressive.. i chose to be blind-folded, standing 3 metres above d ground and leaned backwardzz till falling and friends would catch my body and hold for 30 seconds.. i was, for d first time, damn scared!.. realli scared.. my body was trembling badly when standing up there.. some prime reaction had prevented me from allowing my body cg to be piveted aside.. then i almost SAT down instead of falling down wiv straight body.. ok lahh..

and had disco night later!! =) it was realli fun.. i did hand-stand on zhixiong's shoulders! he did on mine as well.. wow ho i was the HIGHEST! lol .. with many ct friends we all did a lot of spinning round till i couldn do ani(felt very dizzy!!) followed by mass dance =))) 真的玩得很疯！=))))

Mr Sssssssss---------sim will conduct phy prac tmr morining, which's in my first period.. hope i won't fall asleep in his perfect pace of talking..

o2

2006-03-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

-how's orientation2?
-so far so good...

that's all i can say..

ice breaking was quite impressive, d adj+name method helped me greatly a lot in memorizing ppl's names.. yucks yi he called himself yucky yi he, while i happily said yippee! --yip fee (yifei) there r a few dota pros in my ct!! omg ct 0614 ownage!..

.. to be continued ... i wannna go ta sleep now..

first day of term2..

2006-03-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

wow ho was getting ta know my new ct class better 2day, my new ct class 's realli cool sia.. there are ppl from hk, australia, shanghai(yeah!) and liaoning.. and there r malay and tamil classmates as well.. tho i still felt more confortable wiv my 0610-mates.. yi he was crappi as usual, and joanne 's still acting so lady-ly.. then we all tok cock during d principal's talk... he was merely repeating d same thing he said in jan..and when i was trying to tranfer d games in my gc to joanne's, her gc displayed this msg "garbage collecting", instead of some "receiving *filename.." wth.. wahh.. wad kinda faulty "naughty" and "illiterate" gc is that.. then she's like very sad, appeared to fall into deep thoughts, saying her gc was fated to eat garbage.... looooooooooool... then tried to start transferring all over again. this time her gc made mine hang ..... like a jammed windows xp.. both gc's fell into some endless "waiting", according to d msg displayed there in d gc screen.... felt very sleepy in d afternoon so went halfway wiv them all to shop for yi he's and amy's bday presents, and headed back ta hostel while yanling&jasmine went to orchard to continue their shopping spree..

2day almost every j1 was in new ny uniform.. aii no more colourful exhibition of uniforms from all over this island... is it a mark of a new fresh start of "formal" jc life? i think i 'm ready.

finalli

2006-03-18T15:45:00.000+08:00

i missed one good point 'bout ny uniform: i can actualli wear my Crocodile belt wiv d super-lousy pants to sch!! wow ho..

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PC show??

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the invisible aggression

last minute work.....

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lei

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cip

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anti-ipod

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blowing off d dust..

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